Bellingham: High 5

Jude Bellingham’s first season at Real Madrid has been nothing short of extraordinary. With the famous No5 on his back, there have been echoes of Zinédine Zidane, as winning goals in the Champions League and the Clásico have quickly earned him hero status. As the 20-year-old embraces life in the Spanish capital, he tells Alex Aljoe why his move to the Bernabéu was meant to be

PHOTOGRAPHY Alberto Gardin

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Jude Bellingham has a story to tell about the Real Madrid number five shirt. It has nothing to do with his feats in it during his exceptional first season at the Santiago Bernabéu – though we will get to those shortly. Rather, it is from his boyhood in Birmingham when his father Mark, a policeman who scored goals for fun in amateur leagues around the Midlands, would lounge around at home in the same shirt his son now gets paid to wear. Only then, the number five on the back belonged to Zinédine Zidane.

Bellingham explains all: “Actually, my dad always wore a Madrid one around the house with ‘Zidane 5’ on the back, which is funny because it’s kind of gone full circle; he gifted it to me when I joined in the summer. I don’t know if I’ve spoken about it but he always wore it around, and I was like, ‘Who’s this guy that you’re always wearing on your shirt?’. And he was like, ‘Well, when you’re old enough, we’ll get you on to YouTube’. Yeah, now that I wear the 5, it’s ended up being quite a significant story.”

It is a lovely story, delivered soon after taking his seat for this interview, and typical of the chat that follows. Bellingham is relaxed and full of smiles – as befits a young man riding the crest of a wave. Yet he speaks with impressive maturity too, underlining a quality already long apparent to anybody who has watched him play football, whether it be during his solitary first season as a professional with Birmingham City or the three years spent at Borussia Dortmund prior to landing in Madrid.

Here is a 20-year-old with an unusually level head, a serene individual who has been undaunted by joining one of the biggest clubs in world football, and who has thrived wearing that white shirt with the 5 on the back.

It has not all been roses, as he will explain, yet his numbers underline the scale of his impact at the Santiago Bernabéu: he scored in each of his first four games for the club both in La Liga and in the Champions League. He had reached the 10-goal mark by early October. Come mid-February, he was on 20.

His 94th-minute winner on his first Champions League appearance for Madrid against Union Berlin said that the boy with the arms outstretched in celebration was ready to embrace the biggest moments. And they don’t get much bigger than a stoppage-time winner in your first Clásico… a feat he managed with his 92nd-minute strike at Barcelona in October after he had equalised earlier in the half.

The fact he repeated the trick, with a 91st-minute winner in the return Clásico, summed up why Real Madrid fans have fallen in love with him. Indeed, as he reveals in this interview, he gets hugs and kisses from happy Madridistas whenever he goes out in the Spanish capital. Happily, we discover, the feeling is most definitely mutual…

What did Real Madrid mean to you as a young kid growing up?

It was always the benchmark in football. It’s the kind of level that I always wanted to get to – and that I could get to – but I probably didn’t think it would happen so quickly. Now I’m here, I’m grateful every day that I get to come in and represent this club. Now it feels like a massive part of my life. It feels like everything in my life, really. But when I was growing up it was always the benchmark and the aim.

Was there anything that surprised you on joining the club?

There are always things that are different and that you have to adapt to. But because I had played abroad before I came here, it made it quite easy. I kind of knew what to expect: there’s going to be a big culture shock, the language is probably going to be difficult at first. And, if you know, you’re a little bit more open to even being vulnerable in terms of those things. Some things have been quite difficult; managing the spotlight as a Real Madrid player has been quite tough at times with my personal life. But in general, I love being a Real Madrid player.

How much have your family helped you settle and feel at home?

Massively. Everyone knows the important role my family plays in my football career. Obviously, it goes without saying, in my personal life. In my football, my mum does all my commercial, my dad does the agency side of things. So it’s a great balance and we’re always so honest with each other. And we were all in agreement when it came to these big decisions coming to a club like Madrid. When you have that support network, you do feel a lot more confident in making those big decisions.

What do you love most about the Spanish way of life?

I was doing siestas years before I came to Spain, so you don’t have to worry about that! I think the way people are with you is the best. They’re very emotive with you; they want to hold you and, when they see you in public, hug you. I get a lot of kisses on the face when I go to coffee shops and stuff like that. It’s a really nice way of greeting you. People come over and they don’t necessarily want a picture. Sometimes they just want to chat about games and certain goals. It’s really nice, that kind of family feeling. Whereas in England, it’s a bit more intense in terms of when players go out. But here you’re definitely made to feel loved.

Are you eating dinner at 11pm?

Yeah, that’s a bit of a weird one. I’ve had to get used to that because I’ve always been like seven o’clock dinner and into bed. It’s different things, those little tweaks that you get used to and now I’ve been here nearly a year, it feels quite normal.

“As much as I admire Zidane, five is just a number. I try and wear it with my own kind of swagger and style”
Jude behind the scenes at the Real Madrid training ground

What do you love most about the Spanish way of life?

I was doing siestas years before I came to Spain, so you don’t have to worry about that! I think the way people are with you is the best. They’re very emotive with you; they want to hold you and, when they see you in public, hug you. I get a lot of kisses on the face when I go to coffee shops and stuff like that. It’s a really nice way of greeting you. People come over and they don’t necessarily want a picture. Sometimes they just want to chat about games and certain goals. It’s really nice, that kind of family feeling. Whereas in England, it’s a bit more intense in terms of when players go out. But here you’re definitely made to feel loved.

Are you eating dinner at 11pm?

Yeah, that’s a bit of a weird one. I’ve had to get used to that because I’ve always been like seven o’clock dinner and into bed. It’s different things, those little tweaks that you get used to and now I’ve been here nearly a year, it feels quite normal.

How’s learning Spanish going?

I’m getting a lot better. I’m probably not confident enough for an interview just yet. But in the changing room, when we go out and I’m ordering stuff and I’m speaking to people, especially if I can see their English probably isn’t the best, then I can find a middle ground in terms of my Spanish. [I’m] speaking it every day with the lads, I have a brilliant teacher who I do a couple of lessons with a week. It’s a tough one and it takes a while to click, but when it does, I feel like it becomes a lot easier. And now it feels a bit more natural. Poco a poco.

Do you enjoy taking responsibility out on the pitch?

It’s something I got used to at Birmingham. In my first year, I was always the person that wanted to try and take responsibility in the games, and the lads knew that as well. I really enjoy that feeling of being able to be relied on and, also, to set the tone in the game. It’s really nice that the lads – and especially the staff – trust me enough to give me that responsibility. It happened in Dortmund and it’s continued here, and long may it continue.

There is so much history, so much expectation at Real Madrid. You mentioned you wear the 5, Zidane’s number. Do you like that pressure?

I don’t really feel like it’s pressure. As much as people create a story about it and as much as I admire Zidane, it’s just a number. I try and wear it with my own kind of swagger and style, and as much homage [as] I pay to him, I try and play my game. There’s a lot that comes with just being a Real Madrid player. So I think if you try and seek extra pressure there’s no point; you’re always going to find it. I just enjoy being a Real Madrid player. I enjoy the highs, I enjoy the lows, when you have to pick yourself up and go again. Everything about playing high-level football at such a big club is really enjoyable for me.

What do you mean by “you enjoy the lows”?

Well, in terms of you’re going to face moments of adversity. It’s easy to be the kind of guy that’s always laughing and joking when things are going well, and then when things aren’t going well, you get into your shell and think, “Oh, why is it happening to me?”. You’ve got to enjoy the feeling of being in the trenches and thinking, “It’s not good at the moment”. And again, like we were saying before, taking responsibility and trying to help the team get out of those bad moments. I’ve managed to do it a few times this year and the team has also managed to do it – other players stepping up – and that’s why we’ve been so successful. In those games where it looked like we’re going into another draw or it’s going to be a loss, someone manages to pull it out of the bag and it’s a brilliant feeling.

Ronaldo Nazário said that you remind him of Zinédine Zidane. How does that feel?

It’s nice. Like I said when I came here, I take the number and things like that but I’m not trying to be Zinédine Zidane; I’m trying to be myself, as always. When I watch myself and watch him there are slightly similar things. But in terms of my playing style and how I want to be seen and remembered, it’s just as Jude Bellingham. But my God, it’s not a bad person to be put in the same sentence as.

Scoring in your first Champions League game for Real Madrid in added time against Union Berlin… Tell us about that.

It was a big thing. Everyone knows that Real Madrid and the Champions League go hand in hand, and I’ve played a lot of games in the league and done well. I felt like this was the big test so far in the Champions League because of the expectation on us, as a club. When I managed to get the goal to help us win the game, it was a great feeling and it gives you more confidence to take it into the next games.

Could you have imagined a better debut season or has it surpassed all expectations?

It’s tough when you talk about expectations because I don’t really set myself goals in terms of the long term. The short-term goal is always to play well and win the game at the weekend, or the game coming up, and I never really try and think too far past that. When you do, that’s when you get yourself into trouble and you get caught up in, “I’ve still got loads of time” whereas, really, I want to be attacking and focused on the next game. I think it’s gone well, clearly, but I wouldn’t say I’ve exceeded my expectations; I’m just trying to do my job for the team and do what I know I can.

Sid Lowe, a journalist you admire, said recently that the only other player he could think of that had had as good a debut season at Real Madrid was Alfredo Di Stéfano.

Did he? I was a little bit too young for that, believe it or not! Obviously, you go around the fans, you walk through the training ground – I’m sure you’ve seen the amount of pictures of him on the wall, quotes and things like that. You realise how much of a big figure he is at the club. He’s obviously got the youth stadium named after him and you learn to recognise those legends of the past and their values. The identity of the club is built on the legends that wore the badge. It’s important that you follow on from the legacy and the values that they set and that’s what I’m trying to do.

It hasn’t all been easy for you this season. You picked up an injury in February. Did you fear the worst at the time?

Yeah, it was difficult because I felt I was playing really well and I was still scoring. Everyone expected me to score every game; I was slowing down a little bit in terms of goals, but I actually feel my performances were getting even better. We played the top-of-the-table game against Girona, I scored two and felt amazing. And then I felt my ankle pop and it was really frustrating when you’re on such a good run and you just want to keep playing football, you’re loving it so much. Then you come in the next day and it’s like an elephant’s foot and you’ve got to spend three weeks on the side. You do think, “What am I going to do for three weeks?” A kid like me, at 20, I don’t have much going on outside the pitch and football is my life, really. So when someone says you’re not going to do it for three weeks, you feel useless. You come into training, the lads go out to train and you feel like a bystander. That was an interesting experience from a life perspective, in terms of probably getting more hobbies outside the pitch and finding ways to keep my mind occupied, even when I can’t play. But I had to face it and I came through it because of the brilliant physios at the club. It maybe took a few weeks then to get back to my top level but in the last few games I feel like I’m there again.

What were you doing to keep busy?

Honestly, I was just sulking, really. It’s tough because I’ve never had an injury like that before, where I spend so much time away from the pitch. And not only that, but I was in a boot as well, so I wasn’t really doing anything. I was almost on the sofa all day every day. I’d come into training, the fluid wouldn’t leave so it was still huge, and it does feel like a really slow process. Then you see the light at the end of the tunnel, you go out on the pitch and you feel like you’re ready again, but it doesn’t feel amazing and you get in your own head. It’s a really tough process for someone who’s young and who’s never experienced that before. But it’s another valuable experience in my career, and it’s one that I’ll take into the future with a different mindset.

Regarding your position, you’re playing more now as a free-roaming midfielder. Are you enjoying that?

Yeah, it’s the role that probably suits me best in this team. I think when I have the freedom to come low, go high, run past the last line and get the ball to feet and create, I just feel so good and feel like I can involve myself in any element of the game and try and do my defensive work as well. The credit has to go to the coach [Carlo Ancelotti] for giving me that kind of licence, to be honest. It’s not easy to watch someone who’s played a deeper position for Dortmund and then find something that makes you think I’d do well playing a bit higher up. So all the credit has to go to him.

Winning the quarter-final on penalties against the holders Manchester City; does it get any better than that?

I’d like to have done it half an hour earlier but, other than that, it wasn’t bad, was it? It was a tough game. It was one of those games where everyone’s got a role and, for a lot of us, it’s probably not the role that’s most beautiful, that we want to do and that’s our favourite. But it says a lot about the team that people can sacrifice their own performances to deliver and try to help the team get over the line and win the game. In the end, we had a lead going into the last 15 minutes and then they score, and you think, “Oh no, they’re going to pile the pressure on us now. How are we going to handle it?”. Then we see ourselves through to penalties and show another level of character and personality to get through that. It says a lot about the players we have in the squad.

How did it feel when you saw Antonio Rüdiger’s penalty go in?

I was a bit nervous as he was stepping up, to be honest. He always says to me, “Nah, nah, I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine.” I always think, “God, are you sure? You’re a defender, bit of a crazy guy.” But when he stepped up, he looked really calm and I thought, “Wow, I think we’ll be alright here.” And when he put it in the back of the net, all that energy that you’ve used in the game feels worthwhile and, yeah, it was amazing to get through.

In the Champions League Real Madrid always find a way: ¡hasta el final! (Until the end!).  

That’s something I’m learning. It’s still my first year but I feel like we’ve shown that a lot in the league and the Champions League. We’ve always got another level when the game gets late; you feel like we’re never dead in a game. That’s an impressive trait to have because that can ultimately be the difference between you not playing so well and still getting through, as opposed to another team who plays well and doesn’t. We showed that against City and managed to get through.

Have you thought about the legacy you’d like to leave at this club?

We’re talking very long-term now, but I see the way the kids in Madrid come up and speak to me, and even the older people who’ve seen those kinds of players, and the way they talk to me is really nice and it does make you think a bit more about that aspect of it. When every day you’re focused on coming into training and doing everything right, it is nice when they give you that perspective of the players that have come before you and what it means to them to be a part of that club. You do think, yeah, it would be nice actually to be someone that kids growing up can say of, “When I came to the stadium all those years ago, I used to watch Bellingham”. That would be really nice.

From chats with David Alaba to dancing with Lucas Vázquez and drawing wisdom from his elders – Jude Bellingham is already part of the furniture at Real Madrid

A new dressing room can feel like a lonely place – especially when you’ve got plenty to prove after a blockbuster move. Even the most confident players can take time to adapt. But Jude Bellingham’s policy of just being himself has worked wonders.

“When you come to a new club, especially abroad, you’re thinking, ‘I’m kind of the little kid who’s come from Birmingham to Dortmund’, and now ‘I’m the little kid who’s gone from Dortmund to Madrid’. What was their perception of me before? You end up just trying to be yourself, really. When you try and be someone that you’re not, the lads sniff you out. So I try to be myself and the lads took to me and have taken me in like a kind of younger brother. Now that I’ve been here a few months, I feel like I’m starting to take a bit more responsibility in the changing room. I feel like I’ve been here for a long, long time.”

It helps that the group is united. “All the lads seem to be able to mix – there are no cliques, which is brilliant and it makes the team a lot stronger on the pitch. I sit next to David Alaba every day, so he is probably the one I talk to most. I feel really comfortable talking to him about pretty much anything. But it all depends on what you’re feeling at the time; the lads are always there for you.”

Including the guys that have been there and done it several times over, such as Luka Modrić and Toni Kroos. “I find it fascinating when we’re eating dinner or having a coffee before training, and talking about Champions League finals, and I’m like, ‘I remember watching that with my dad and brother’. It’s a bit of a full-circle moment when you remember where you were, to be hearing them speak about it, to then hopefully be planning to do it at some point in the future. It’s the kind of experience and wisdom that’s invaluable; you can’t get it without playing here and getting close to those guys, so I’m so grateful to be given that opportunity.”

As preternaturally mature as he is, Bellingham is still only 20 so he gravitates to his peers. His bromance with Lucas Vázquez is well known and was cemented by their dance after the number five’s late winner against Barcelona in April. “It was a good dance, wasn’t it?” Bellingham jokes. “We’ve been practising for a while and he’s finally set me up, so we got to show it off.”

Yes, readers, he can dance too. If it’s any consolation, however, Bellingham’s rendition of Ne-Yo’s So Sick after joining Dortmund a few years ago provided compelling evidence that there is at least one thing he can’t do. Yet.

Bellingham explains all: “Actually, my dad always wore a Madrid one around the house with ‘Zidane 5’ on the back, which is funny because it’s kind of gone full circle; he gifted it to me when I joined in the summer. I don’t know if I’ve spoken about it but he always wore it around, and I was like, ‘Who’s this guy that you’re always wearing on your shirt?’. And he was like, ‘Well, when you’re old enough, we’ll get you on to YouTube’. Yeah, now that I wear the 5, it’s ended up being quite a significant story.”

It is a lovely story, delivered soon after taking his seat for this interview, and typical of the chat that follows. Bellingham is relaxed and full of smiles – as befits a young man riding the crest of a wave. Yet he speaks with impressive maturity too, underlining a quality already long apparent to anybody who has watched him play football, whether it be during his solitary first season as a professional with Birmingham City or the three years spent at Borussia Dortmund prior to landing in Madrid.

Here is a 20-year-old with an unusually level head, a serene individual who has been undaunted by joining one of the biggest clubs in world football, and who has thrived wearing that white shirt with the 5 on the back.

It has not all been roses, as he will explain, yet his numbers underline the scale of his impact at the Santiago Bernabéu: he scored in each of his first four games for the club both in La Liga and in the Champions League. He had reached the 10-goal mark by early October. Come mid-February, he was on 20.

His 94th-minute winner on his first Champions League appearance for Madrid against Union Berlin said that the boy with the arms outstretched in celebration was ready to embrace the biggest moments. And they don’t get much bigger than a stoppage-time winner in your first Clásico… a feat he managed with his 92nd-minute strike at Barcelona in October after he had equalised earlier in the half.

The fact he repeated the trick, with a 91st-minute winner in the return Clásico, summed up why Real Madrid fans have fallen in love with him. Indeed, as he reveals in this interview, he gets hugs and kisses from happy Madridistas whenever he goes out in the Spanish capital. Happily, we discover, the feeling is most definitely mutual…

What did Real Madrid mean to you as a young kid growing up?

It was always the benchmark in football. It’s the kind of level that I always wanted to get to – and that I could get to – but I probably didn’t think it would happen so quickly. Now I’m here, I’m grateful every day that I get to come in and represent this club. Now it feels like a massive part of my life. It feels like everything in my life, really. But when I was growing up it was always the benchmark and the aim.

Was there anything that surprised you on joining the club?

There are always things that are different and that you have to adapt to. But because I had played abroad before I came here, it made it quite easy. I kind of knew what to expect: there’s going to be a big culture shock, the language is probably going to be difficult at first. And, if you know, you’re a little bit more open to even being vulnerable in terms of those things. Some things have been quite difficult; managing the spotlight as a Real Madrid player has been quite tough at times with my personal life. But in general, I love being a Real Madrid player.

How much have your family helped you settle and feel at home?

Massively. Everyone knows the important role my family plays in my football career. Obviously, it goes without saying, in my personal life. In my football, my mum does all my commercial, my dad does the agency side of things. So it’s a great balance and we’re always so honest with each other. And we were all in agreement when it came to these big decisions coming to a club like Madrid. When you have that support network, you do feel a lot more confident in making those big decisions.

What do you love most about the Spanish way of life?

I was doing siestas years before I came to Spain, so you don’t have to worry about that! I think the way people are with you is the best. They’re very emotive with you; they want to hold you and, when they see you in public, hug you. I get a lot of kisses on the face when I go to coffee shops and stuff like that. It’s a really nice way of greeting you. People come over and they don’t necessarily want a picture. Sometimes they just want to chat about games and certain goals. It’s really nice, that kind of family feeling. Whereas in England, it’s a bit more intense in terms of when players go out. But here you’re definitely made to feel loved.

Are you eating dinner at 11pm?

Yeah, that’s a bit of a weird one. I’ve had to get used to that because I’ve always been like seven o’clock dinner and into bed. It’s different things, those little tweaks that you get used to and now I’ve been here nearly a year, it feels quite normal.

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“As much as I admire Zidane, five is just a number. I try and wear it with my own kind of swagger and style”
Jude behind the scenes at the Real Madrid training ground

What do you love most about the Spanish way of life?

I was doing siestas years before I came to Spain, so you don’t have to worry about that! I think the way people are with you is the best. They’re very emotive with you; they want to hold you and, when they see you in public, hug you. I get a lot of kisses on the face when I go to coffee shops and stuff like that. It’s a really nice way of greeting you. People come over and they don’t necessarily want a picture. Sometimes they just want to chat about games and certain goals. It’s really nice, that kind of family feeling. Whereas in England, it’s a bit more intense in terms of when players go out. But here you’re definitely made to feel loved.

Are you eating dinner at 11pm?

Yeah, that’s a bit of a weird one. I’ve had to get used to that because I’ve always been like seven o’clock dinner and into bed. It’s different things, those little tweaks that you get used to and now I’ve been here nearly a year, it feels quite normal.

How’s learning Spanish going?

I’m getting a lot better. I’m probably not confident enough for an interview just yet. But in the changing room, when we go out and I’m ordering stuff and I’m speaking to people, especially if I can see their English probably isn’t the best, then I can find a middle ground in terms of my Spanish. [I’m] speaking it every day with the lads, I have a brilliant teacher who I do a couple of lessons with a week. It’s a tough one and it takes a while to click, but when it does, I feel like it becomes a lot easier. And now it feels a bit more natural. Poco a poco.

Do you enjoy taking responsibility out on the pitch?

It’s something I got used to at Birmingham. In my first year, I was always the person that wanted to try and take responsibility in the games, and the lads knew that as well. I really enjoy that feeling of being able to be relied on and, also, to set the tone in the game. It’s really nice that the lads – and especially the staff – trust me enough to give me that responsibility. It happened in Dortmund and it’s continued here, and long may it continue.

There is so much history, so much expectation at Real Madrid. You mentioned you wear the 5, Zidane’s number. Do you like that pressure?

I don’t really feel like it’s pressure. As much as people create a story about it and as much as I admire Zidane, it’s just a number. I try and wear it with my own kind of swagger and style, and as much homage [as] I pay to him, I try and play my game. There’s a lot that comes with just being a Real Madrid player. So I think if you try and seek extra pressure there’s no point; you’re always going to find it. I just enjoy being a Real Madrid player. I enjoy the highs, I enjoy the lows, when you have to pick yourself up and go again. Everything about playing high-level football at such a big club is really enjoyable for me.

What do you mean by “you enjoy the lows”?

Well, in terms of you’re going to face moments of adversity. It’s easy to be the kind of guy that’s always laughing and joking when things are going well, and then when things aren’t going well, you get into your shell and think, “Oh, why is it happening to me?”. You’ve got to enjoy the feeling of being in the trenches and thinking, “It’s not good at the moment”. And again, like we were saying before, taking responsibility and trying to help the team get out of those bad moments. I’ve managed to do it a few times this year and the team has also managed to do it – other players stepping up – and that’s why we’ve been so successful. In those games where it looked like we’re going into another draw or it’s going to be a loss, someone manages to pull it out of the bag and it’s a brilliant feeling.

Ronaldo Nazário said that you remind him of Zinédine Zidane. How does that feel?

It’s nice. Like I said when I came here, I take the number and things like that but I’m not trying to be Zinédine Zidane; I’m trying to be myself, as always. When I watch myself and watch him there are slightly similar things. But in terms of my playing style and how I want to be seen and remembered, it’s just as Jude Bellingham. But my God, it’s not a bad person to be put in the same sentence as.

Scoring in your first Champions League game for Real Madrid in added time against Union Berlin… Tell us about that.

It was a big thing. Everyone knows that Real Madrid and the Champions League go hand in hand, and I’ve played a lot of games in the league and done well. I felt like this was the big test so far in the Champions League because of the expectation on us, as a club. When I managed to get the goal to help us win the game, it was a great feeling and it gives you more confidence to take it into the next games.

Could you have imagined a better debut season or has it surpassed all expectations?

It’s tough when you talk about expectations because I don’t really set myself goals in terms of the long term. The short-term goal is always to play well and win the game at the weekend, or the game coming up, and I never really try and think too far past that. When you do, that’s when you get yourself into trouble and you get caught up in, “I’ve still got loads of time” whereas, really, I want to be attacking and focused on the next game. I think it’s gone well, clearly, but I wouldn’t say I’ve exceeded my expectations; I’m just trying to do my job for the team and do what I know I can.

Sid Lowe, a journalist you admire, said recently that the only other player he could think of that had had as good a debut season at Real Madrid was Alfredo Di Stéfano.

Did he? I was a little bit too young for that, believe it or not! Obviously, you go around the fans, you walk through the training ground – I’m sure you’ve seen the amount of pictures of him on the wall, quotes and things like that. You realise how much of a big figure he is at the club. He’s obviously got the youth stadium named after him and you learn to recognise those legends of the past and their values. The identity of the club is built on the legends that wore the badge. It’s important that you follow on from the legacy and the values that they set and that’s what I’m trying to do.

It hasn’t all been easy for you this season. You picked up an injury in February. Did you fear the worst at the time?

Yeah, it was difficult because I felt I was playing really well and I was still scoring. Everyone expected me to score every game; I was slowing down a little bit in terms of goals, but I actually feel my performances were getting even better. We played the top-of-the-table game against Girona, I scored two and felt amazing. And then I felt my ankle pop and it was really frustrating when you’re on such a good run and you just want to keep playing football, you’re loving it so much. Then you come in the next day and it’s like an elephant’s foot and you’ve got to spend three weeks on the side. You do think, “What am I going to do for three weeks?” A kid like me, at 20, I don’t have much going on outside the pitch and football is my life, really. So when someone says you’re not going to do it for three weeks, you feel useless. You come into training, the lads go out to train and you feel like a bystander. That was an interesting experience from a life perspective, in terms of probably getting more hobbies outside the pitch and finding ways to keep my mind occupied, even when I can’t play. But I had to face it and I came through it because of the brilliant physios at the club. It maybe took a few weeks then to get back to my top level but in the last few games I feel like I’m there again.

What were you doing to keep busy?

Honestly, I was just sulking, really. It’s tough because I’ve never had an injury like that before, where I spend so much time away from the pitch. And not only that, but I was in a boot as well, so I wasn’t really doing anything. I was almost on the sofa all day every day. I’d come into training, the fluid wouldn’t leave so it was still huge, and it does feel like a really slow process. Then you see the light at the end of the tunnel, you go out on the pitch and you feel like you’re ready again, but it doesn’t feel amazing and you get in your own head. It’s a really tough process for someone who’s young and who’s never experienced that before. But it’s another valuable experience in my career, and it’s one that I’ll take into the future with a different mindset.

Regarding your position, you’re playing more now as a free-roaming midfielder. Are you enjoying that?

Yeah, it’s the role that probably suits me best in this team. I think when I have the freedom to come low, go high, run past the last line and get the ball to feet and create, I just feel so good and feel like I can involve myself in any element of the game and try and do my defensive work as well. The credit has to go to the coach [Carlo Ancelotti] for giving me that kind of licence, to be honest. It’s not easy to watch someone who’s played a deeper position for Dortmund and then find something that makes you think I’d do well playing a bit higher up. So all the credit has to go to him.

Winning the quarter-final on penalties against the holders Manchester City; does it get any better than that?

I’d like to have done it half an hour earlier but, other than that, it wasn’t bad, was it? It was a tough game. It was one of those games where everyone’s got a role and, for a lot of us, it’s probably not the role that’s most beautiful, that we want to do and that’s our favourite. But it says a lot about the team that people can sacrifice their own performances to deliver and try to help the team get over the line and win the game. In the end, we had a lead going into the last 15 minutes and then they score, and you think, “Oh no, they’re going to pile the pressure on us now. How are we going to handle it?”. Then we see ourselves through to penalties and show another level of character and personality to get through that. It says a lot about the players we have in the squad.

How did it feel when you saw Antonio Rüdiger’s penalty go in?

I was a bit nervous as he was stepping up, to be honest. He always says to me, “Nah, nah, I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine.” I always think, “God, are you sure? You’re a defender, bit of a crazy guy.” But when he stepped up, he looked really calm and I thought, “Wow, I think we’ll be alright here.” And when he put it in the back of the net, all that energy that you’ve used in the game feels worthwhile and, yeah, it was amazing to get through.

In the Champions League Real Madrid always find a way: ¡hasta el final! (Until the end!).  

That’s something I’m learning. It’s still my first year but I feel like we’ve shown that a lot in the league and the Champions League. We’ve always got another level when the game gets late; you feel like we’re never dead in a game. That’s an impressive trait to have because that can ultimately be the difference between you not playing so well and still getting through, as opposed to another team who plays well and doesn’t. We showed that against City and managed to get through.

Have you thought about the legacy you’d like to leave at this club?

We’re talking very long-term now, but I see the way the kids in Madrid come up and speak to me, and even the older people who’ve seen those kinds of players, and the way they talk to me is really nice and it does make you think a bit more about that aspect of it. When every day you’re focused on coming into training and doing everything right, it is nice when they give you that perspective of the players that have come before you and what it means to them to be a part of that club. You do think, yeah, it would be nice actually to be someone that kids growing up can say of, “When I came to the stadium all those years ago, I used to watch Bellingham”. That would be really nice.

From chats with David Alaba to dancing with Lucas Vázquez and drawing wisdom from his elders – Jude Bellingham is already part of the furniture at Real Madrid

A new dressing room can feel like a lonely place – especially when you’ve got plenty to prove after a blockbuster move. Even the most confident players can take time to adapt. But Jude Bellingham’s policy of just being himself has worked wonders.

“When you come to a new club, especially abroad, you’re thinking, ‘I’m kind of the little kid who’s come from Birmingham to Dortmund’, and now ‘I’m the little kid who’s gone from Dortmund to Madrid’. What was their perception of me before? You end up just trying to be yourself, really. When you try and be someone that you’re not, the lads sniff you out. So I try to be myself and the lads took to me and have taken me in like a kind of younger brother. Now that I’ve been here a few months, I feel like I’m starting to take a bit more responsibility in the changing room. I feel like I’ve been here for a long, long time.”

It helps that the group is united. “All the lads seem to be able to mix – there are no cliques, which is brilliant and it makes the team a lot stronger on the pitch. I sit next to David Alaba every day, so he is probably the one I talk to most. I feel really comfortable talking to him about pretty much anything. But it all depends on what you’re feeling at the time; the lads are always there for you.”

Including the guys that have been there and done it several times over, such as Luka Modrić and Toni Kroos. “I find it fascinating when we’re eating dinner or having a coffee before training, and talking about Champions League finals, and I’m like, ‘I remember watching that with my dad and brother’. It’s a bit of a full-circle moment when you remember where you were, to be hearing them speak about it, to then hopefully be planning to do it at some point in the future. It’s the kind of experience and wisdom that’s invaluable; you can’t get it without playing here and getting close to those guys, so I’m so grateful to be given that opportunity.”

As preternaturally mature as he is, Bellingham is still only 20 so he gravitates to his peers. His bromance with Lucas Vázquez is well known and was cemented by their dance after the number five’s late winner against Barcelona in April. “It was a good dance, wasn’t it?” Bellingham jokes. “We’ve been practising for a while and he’s finally set me up, so we got to show it off.”

Yes, readers, he can dance too. If it’s any consolation, however, Bellingham’s rendition of Ne-Yo’s So Sick after joining Dortmund a few years ago provided compelling evidence that there is at least one thing he can’t do. Yet.

Bellingham explains all: “Actually, my dad always wore a Madrid one around the house with ‘Zidane 5’ on the back, which is funny because it’s kind of gone full circle; he gifted it to me when I joined in the summer. I don’t know if I’ve spoken about it but he always wore it around, and I was like, ‘Who’s this guy that you’re always wearing on your shirt?’. And he was like, ‘Well, when you’re old enough, we’ll get you on to YouTube’. Yeah, now that I wear the 5, it’s ended up being quite a significant story.”

It is a lovely story, delivered soon after taking his seat for this interview, and typical of the chat that follows. Bellingham is relaxed and full of smiles – as befits a young man riding the crest of a wave. Yet he speaks with impressive maturity too, underlining a quality already long apparent to anybody who has watched him play football, whether it be during his solitary first season as a professional with Birmingham City or the three years spent at Borussia Dortmund prior to landing in Madrid.

Here is a 20-year-old with an unusually level head, a serene individual who has been undaunted by joining one of the biggest clubs in world football, and who has thrived wearing that white shirt with the 5 on the back.

It has not all been roses, as he will explain, yet his numbers underline the scale of his impact at the Santiago Bernabéu: he scored in each of his first four games for the club both in La Liga and in the Champions League. He had reached the 10-goal mark by early October. Come mid-February, he was on 20.

His 94th-minute winner on his first Champions League appearance for Madrid against Union Berlin said that the boy with the arms outstretched in celebration was ready to embrace the biggest moments. And they don’t get much bigger than a stoppage-time winner in your first Clásico… a feat he managed with his 92nd-minute strike at Barcelona in October after he had equalised earlier in the half.

The fact he repeated the trick, with a 91st-minute winner in the return Clásico, summed up why Real Madrid fans have fallen in love with him. Indeed, as he reveals in this interview, he gets hugs and kisses from happy Madridistas whenever he goes out in the Spanish capital. Happily, we discover, the feeling is most definitely mutual…

What did Real Madrid mean to you as a young kid growing up?

It was always the benchmark in football. It’s the kind of level that I always wanted to get to – and that I could get to – but I probably didn’t think it would happen so quickly. Now I’m here, I’m grateful every day that I get to come in and represent this club. Now it feels like a massive part of my life. It feels like everything in my life, really. But when I was growing up it was always the benchmark and the aim.

Was there anything that surprised you on joining the club?

There are always things that are different and that you have to adapt to. But because I had played abroad before I came here, it made it quite easy. I kind of knew what to expect: there’s going to be a big culture shock, the language is probably going to be difficult at first. And, if you know, you’re a little bit more open to even being vulnerable in terms of those things. Some things have been quite difficult; managing the spotlight as a Real Madrid player has been quite tough at times with my personal life. But in general, I love being a Real Madrid player.

How much have your family helped you settle and feel at home?

Massively. Everyone knows the important role my family plays in my football career. Obviously, it goes without saying, in my personal life. In my football, my mum does all my commercial, my dad does the agency side of things. So it’s a great balance and we’re always so honest with each other. And we were all in agreement when it came to these big decisions coming to a club like Madrid. When you have that support network, you do feel a lot more confident in making those big decisions.

What do you love most about the Spanish way of life?

I was doing siestas years before I came to Spain, so you don’t have to worry about that! I think the way people are with you is the best. They’re very emotive with you; they want to hold you and, when they see you in public, hug you. I get a lot of kisses on the face when I go to coffee shops and stuff like that. It’s a really nice way of greeting you. People come over and they don’t necessarily want a picture. Sometimes they just want to chat about games and certain goals. It’s really nice, that kind of family feeling. Whereas in England, it’s a bit more intense in terms of when players go out. But here you’re definitely made to feel loved.

Are you eating dinner at 11pm?

Yeah, that’s a bit of a weird one. I’ve had to get used to that because I’ve always been like seven o’clock dinner and into bed. It’s different things, those little tweaks that you get used to and now I’ve been here nearly a year, it feels quite normal.

“As much as I admire Zidane, five is just a number. I try and wear it with my own kind of swagger and style”
Jude behind the scenes at the Real Madrid training ground

What do you love most about the Spanish way of life?

I was doing siestas years before I came to Spain, so you don’t have to worry about that! I think the way people are with you is the best. They’re very emotive with you; they want to hold you and, when they see you in public, hug you. I get a lot of kisses on the face when I go to coffee shops and stuff like that. It’s a really nice way of greeting you. People come over and they don’t necessarily want a picture. Sometimes they just want to chat about games and certain goals. It’s really nice, that kind of family feeling. Whereas in England, it’s a bit more intense in terms of when players go out. But here you’re definitely made to feel loved.

Are you eating dinner at 11pm?

Yeah, that’s a bit of a weird one. I’ve had to get used to that because I’ve always been like seven o’clock dinner and into bed. It’s different things, those little tweaks that you get used to and now I’ve been here nearly a year, it feels quite normal.

How’s learning Spanish going?

I’m getting a lot better. I’m probably not confident enough for an interview just yet. But in the changing room, when we go out and I’m ordering stuff and I’m speaking to people, especially if I can see their English probably isn’t the best, then I can find a middle ground in terms of my Spanish. [I’m] speaking it every day with the lads, I have a brilliant teacher who I do a couple of lessons with a week. It’s a tough one and it takes a while to click, but when it does, I feel like it becomes a lot easier. And now it feels a bit more natural. Poco a poco.

Do you enjoy taking responsibility out on the pitch?

It’s something I got used to at Birmingham. In my first year, I was always the person that wanted to try and take responsibility in the games, and the lads knew that as well. I really enjoy that feeling of being able to be relied on and, also, to set the tone in the game. It’s really nice that the lads – and especially the staff – trust me enough to give me that responsibility. It happened in Dortmund and it’s continued here, and long may it continue.

There is so much history, so much expectation at Real Madrid. You mentioned you wear the 5, Zidane’s number. Do you like that pressure?

I don’t really feel like it’s pressure. As much as people create a story about it and as much as I admire Zidane, it’s just a number. I try and wear it with my own kind of swagger and style, and as much homage [as] I pay to him, I try and play my game. There’s a lot that comes with just being a Real Madrid player. So I think if you try and seek extra pressure there’s no point; you’re always going to find it. I just enjoy being a Real Madrid player. I enjoy the highs, I enjoy the lows, when you have to pick yourself up and go again. Everything about playing high-level football at such a big club is really enjoyable for me.

What do you mean by “you enjoy the lows”?

Well, in terms of you’re going to face moments of adversity. It’s easy to be the kind of guy that’s always laughing and joking when things are going well, and then when things aren’t going well, you get into your shell and think, “Oh, why is it happening to me?”. You’ve got to enjoy the feeling of being in the trenches and thinking, “It’s not good at the moment”. And again, like we were saying before, taking responsibility and trying to help the team get out of those bad moments. I’ve managed to do it a few times this year and the team has also managed to do it – other players stepping up – and that’s why we’ve been so successful. In those games where it looked like we’re going into another draw or it’s going to be a loss, someone manages to pull it out of the bag and it’s a brilliant feeling.

Ronaldo Nazário said that you remind him of Zinédine Zidane. How does that feel?

It’s nice. Like I said when I came here, I take the number and things like that but I’m not trying to be Zinédine Zidane; I’m trying to be myself, as always. When I watch myself and watch him there are slightly similar things. But in terms of my playing style and how I want to be seen and remembered, it’s just as Jude Bellingham. But my God, it’s not a bad person to be put in the same sentence as.

Scoring in your first Champions League game for Real Madrid in added time against Union Berlin… Tell us about that.

It was a big thing. Everyone knows that Real Madrid and the Champions League go hand in hand, and I’ve played a lot of games in the league and done well. I felt like this was the big test so far in the Champions League because of the expectation on us, as a club. When I managed to get the goal to help us win the game, it was a great feeling and it gives you more confidence to take it into the next games.

Could you have imagined a better debut season or has it surpassed all expectations?

It’s tough when you talk about expectations because I don’t really set myself goals in terms of the long term. The short-term goal is always to play well and win the game at the weekend, or the game coming up, and I never really try and think too far past that. When you do, that’s when you get yourself into trouble and you get caught up in, “I’ve still got loads of time” whereas, really, I want to be attacking and focused on the next game. I think it’s gone well, clearly, but I wouldn’t say I’ve exceeded my expectations; I’m just trying to do my job for the team and do what I know I can.

Sid Lowe, a journalist you admire, said recently that the only other player he could think of that had had as good a debut season at Real Madrid was Alfredo Di Stéfano.

Did he? I was a little bit too young for that, believe it or not! Obviously, you go around the fans, you walk through the training ground – I’m sure you’ve seen the amount of pictures of him on the wall, quotes and things like that. You realise how much of a big figure he is at the club. He’s obviously got the youth stadium named after him and you learn to recognise those legends of the past and their values. The identity of the club is built on the legends that wore the badge. It’s important that you follow on from the legacy and the values that they set and that’s what I’m trying to do.

It hasn’t all been easy for you this season. You picked up an injury in February. Did you fear the worst at the time?

Yeah, it was difficult because I felt I was playing really well and I was still scoring. Everyone expected me to score every game; I was slowing down a little bit in terms of goals, but I actually feel my performances were getting even better. We played the top-of-the-table game against Girona, I scored two and felt amazing. And then I felt my ankle pop and it was really frustrating when you’re on such a good run and you just want to keep playing football, you’re loving it so much. Then you come in the next day and it’s like an elephant’s foot and you’ve got to spend three weeks on the side. You do think, “What am I going to do for three weeks?” A kid like me, at 20, I don’t have much going on outside the pitch and football is my life, really. So when someone says you’re not going to do it for three weeks, you feel useless. You come into training, the lads go out to train and you feel like a bystander. That was an interesting experience from a life perspective, in terms of probably getting more hobbies outside the pitch and finding ways to keep my mind occupied, even when I can’t play. But I had to face it and I came through it because of the brilliant physios at the club. It maybe took a few weeks then to get back to my top level but in the last few games I feel like I’m there again.

What were you doing to keep busy?

Honestly, I was just sulking, really. It’s tough because I’ve never had an injury like that before, where I spend so much time away from the pitch. And not only that, but I was in a boot as well, so I wasn’t really doing anything. I was almost on the sofa all day every day. I’d come into training, the fluid wouldn’t leave so it was still huge, and it does feel like a really slow process. Then you see the light at the end of the tunnel, you go out on the pitch and you feel like you’re ready again, but it doesn’t feel amazing and you get in your own head. It’s a really tough process for someone who’s young and who’s never experienced that before. But it’s another valuable experience in my career, and it’s one that I’ll take into the future with a different mindset.

Regarding your position, you’re playing more now as a free-roaming midfielder. Are you enjoying that?

Yeah, it’s the role that probably suits me best in this team. I think when I have the freedom to come low, go high, run past the last line and get the ball to feet and create, I just feel so good and feel like I can involve myself in any element of the game and try and do my defensive work as well. The credit has to go to the coach [Carlo Ancelotti] for giving me that kind of licence, to be honest. It’s not easy to watch someone who’s played a deeper position for Dortmund and then find something that makes you think I’d do well playing a bit higher up. So all the credit has to go to him.

Winning the quarter-final on penalties against the holders Manchester City; does it get any better than that?

I’d like to have done it half an hour earlier but, other than that, it wasn’t bad, was it? It was a tough game. It was one of those games where everyone’s got a role and, for a lot of us, it’s probably not the role that’s most beautiful, that we want to do and that’s our favourite. But it says a lot about the team that people can sacrifice their own performances to deliver and try to help the team get over the line and win the game. In the end, we had a lead going into the last 15 minutes and then they score, and you think, “Oh no, they’re going to pile the pressure on us now. How are we going to handle it?”. Then we see ourselves through to penalties and show another level of character and personality to get through that. It says a lot about the players we have in the squad.

How did it feel when you saw Antonio Rüdiger’s penalty go in?

I was a bit nervous as he was stepping up, to be honest. He always says to me, “Nah, nah, I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine.” I always think, “God, are you sure? You’re a defender, bit of a crazy guy.” But when he stepped up, he looked really calm and I thought, “Wow, I think we’ll be alright here.” And when he put it in the back of the net, all that energy that you’ve used in the game feels worthwhile and, yeah, it was amazing to get through.

In the Champions League Real Madrid always find a way: ¡hasta el final! (Until the end!).  

That’s something I’m learning. It’s still my first year but I feel like we’ve shown that a lot in the league and the Champions League. We’ve always got another level when the game gets late; you feel like we’re never dead in a game. That’s an impressive trait to have because that can ultimately be the difference between you not playing so well and still getting through, as opposed to another team who plays well and doesn’t. We showed that against City and managed to get through.

Have you thought about the legacy you’d like to leave at this club?

We’re talking very long-term now, but I see the way the kids in Madrid come up and speak to me, and even the older people who’ve seen those kinds of players, and the way they talk to me is really nice and it does make you think a bit more about that aspect of it. When every day you’re focused on coming into training and doing everything right, it is nice when they give you that perspective of the players that have come before you and what it means to them to be a part of that club. You do think, yeah, it would be nice actually to be someone that kids growing up can say of, “When I came to the stadium all those years ago, I used to watch Bellingham”. That would be really nice.

From chats with David Alaba to dancing with Lucas Vázquez and drawing wisdom from his elders – Jude Bellingham is already part of the furniture at Real Madrid

A new dressing room can feel like a lonely place – especially when you’ve got plenty to prove after a blockbuster move. Even the most confident players can take time to adapt. But Jude Bellingham’s policy of just being himself has worked wonders.

“When you come to a new club, especially abroad, you’re thinking, ‘I’m kind of the little kid who’s come from Birmingham to Dortmund’, and now ‘I’m the little kid who’s gone from Dortmund to Madrid’. What was their perception of me before? You end up just trying to be yourself, really. When you try and be someone that you’re not, the lads sniff you out. So I try to be myself and the lads took to me and have taken me in like a kind of younger brother. Now that I’ve been here a few months, I feel like I’m starting to take a bit more responsibility in the changing room. I feel like I’ve been here for a long, long time.”

It helps that the group is united. “All the lads seem to be able to mix – there are no cliques, which is brilliant and it makes the team a lot stronger on the pitch. I sit next to David Alaba every day, so he is probably the one I talk to most. I feel really comfortable talking to him about pretty much anything. But it all depends on what you’re feeling at the time; the lads are always there for you.”

Including the guys that have been there and done it several times over, such as Luka Modrić and Toni Kroos. “I find it fascinating when we’re eating dinner or having a coffee before training, and talking about Champions League finals, and I’m like, ‘I remember watching that with my dad and brother’. It’s a bit of a full-circle moment when you remember where you were, to be hearing them speak about it, to then hopefully be planning to do it at some point in the future. It’s the kind of experience and wisdom that’s invaluable; you can’t get it without playing here and getting close to those guys, so I’m so grateful to be given that opportunity.”

As preternaturally mature as he is, Bellingham is still only 20 so he gravitates to his peers. His bromance with Lucas Vázquez is well known and was cemented by their dance after the number five’s late winner against Barcelona in April. “It was a good dance, wasn’t it?” Bellingham jokes. “We’ve been practising for a while and he’s finally set me up, so we got to show it off.”

Yes, readers, he can dance too. If it’s any consolation, however, Bellingham’s rendition of Ne-Yo’s So Sick after joining Dortmund a few years ago provided compelling evidence that there is at least one thing he can’t do. Yet.

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